Saturday, August 22, 2009

JAMMED-1

Avi sank into the chair with a low sigh.He looked up at the decent pile of books that stood on the table in front of him.Staring at them for a few seconds, he turned his gaze towards his watch.It was 12:05 AM.He imagined himself being in the same state of mind after 8 hours when he would be skimming through the question paper.

"Perhaps I wont even understand the question"he thought and whistled nervously fooling himself.Then he thought of his father who lived with the concept of "patience is a virtue"which made him forgive his son
every time he screwed an exam.Avi had been climbing the ladder of embarrassment for two years and badly wanted to get down this time but it was too late.The hostel life had ruined him.How could he show his face to the most patient father in this world.

Someone knocked at the door.
"Opportunity knocks at your door only once"he thought but
didn't know why this quote creeped into his mind in such a situation.
The slight knock accelerated to become a series of banging sounds with instantaneous gaps.
"Bad luck keeps on knocking till you open the door"he changed his perception and cursed himself before getting up and strolling towards the door.

He opened to see Rex, his friend smiling
awkwardly at him.He was in his shorts and unsurprisingly shirtless.A long book hung between the tips of his fingers.His hair untidy.Absolutely not a face one would like to watch in this hour. " I was wondering if you could tell me the syllabus"Rex asked . "No, get lost, do not disturb me" Avi almost screamed and shut the door.He hurried towards his study table and took out the largest book from the pile and started reading......Reading what? he only knew. It was again at 3:00AM that he looked at his watch with heavy eyes which were soaked in tiredness. Nobody had knocked at the door since midnight.His mind was doped with formulae. "I deserve a break" he thought and left his room into the corridor.

The corridor was lined with rooms.With hands stuffed into his shorts he walked humming his favourite tune and occasionally gazing at the closed doors.In the lightly lit corridor he could see a dominant glow of light that scattered on the corridor floor.The light which came from an opened door, room no.2428.Half smiling he paced his speed and seconds later he found himself leaning against the door of 2428 and staring at Rex who was sipping tea on his chair and watching "The final destination". Rex winked at him.After a while both of them laughed at each other.

"sorry about that" snapped Avi as he began to walk towards Rex. "cut it, can i say you finished studying?" asked rex. " I don't know, I've read the book like a newspaper.Its like I know that India has won against Pakistan, but in the exam they are going to ask to spit out the scoreboard anyway" said Avi. " A bitter truth" exclaimed Rex and added" can we talk of something else?". Avi turned his attention towards the movie. "why dont you have some tea?" Rex added and threw the flask at Avi who grabbed it carefully with his fingers. " Fool! you won't feel hot when you are holding a tea flask"Rex laughed.Avi started scratching his head. "can you feel the confused state your mind is in?"Rex muttered. "whatever" said Avi and added" why are you awake? i don't think you have started reading" seeing the empty table and the soft matrice that seemed as if it was melting into the cot. Rex shrugged.

"Damn you man!" you are a step ahead of me when it comes to confusion. "yeah" Rex smiled as he said "I am a confident confused guy".....................
to be continued.....


Thursday, August 6, 2009

special days!!!

It was at 6 in the morning when a sudden sound of vibration reached my ears and dragged me out of a world of dreams to a world of rules.I saw my cell phone moving awkwardly on the table,it was due to the vibrations.I always cursed myself for keeping it in that particular mode.I lazily picked it up and read the message that disturbed my sleep only to find that it was a monotonous forwarded message exept that it ended with "Happy friendship day".

"Oh, is it?" I thought and went back to sleep.When i woke up at 9, i found 4 more similar messages.Some even cared to call and wish.I never wished anybody a "Happy friendship day".
Because i never believed in the so called special days be it Fathers day or Mothers day.
Yes, i know all these days are dedicated to some person/s and it is like celebrating the birthday of all mothers, fathers and friends on the same day.But I never get the concept right.I wish my parents though.... because THEY believe and if a small gesture could make them happy then why not? but their happiness is not centered at my greetings, i know that.

Half of my friends cursed me for not wishing them "A happy friendship day".When i spoke of my view, some misunderstood and went to the extent of saying i didn't believe in friendship.When i asked them about their special deed for the occasion most of them couldn't cross greeting cards, messages,gifts and of course beer,vodka,whiskey.If a friend helps you in the right hour on a very bad day of yours(if at all you feel so) without expecting anything but a selfish satisfaction,then you can proudly say that bad day was"YOUR" friendship day.It is miles away from feeling bad if someone hasn't wished you.I think it would be confusing if i elaborated my point.

If there are so many days dedicated to the people who play an important role in our lives,why isn't a day dedicated to ourselves.A day when we see ourselves in the mirror and picturize the flawless human being in us.A day when we do anything we wish to.A day when we do complete justice to ourselves without compromising with the need of others.
But,
"Everyday is your day, it is the artistic ability with which you design it"

So, every day is friendship day.
Everyday is a mother's day.
Every day is a father's day.
Everyday is everyone's day.